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by sad jeremy

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recorded in my bedroom on a tascam portastudio four-track cassette recorder

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released June 27, 2016

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sad jeremy Gainesville, Florida

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Track Name: hip urban legacy
bite my tongue
i am not the only one
standing around outside
watching the cars pass me by

the road is flat
the air is fuming black
the wait is too long to bear
running my fingers through your hair

and i think yr taste in music sucks
and i don't like yr stupid art
i just want to smoke a cigarette
and ignore your set
i want to see you flail
i want to see you flail
i want to see myself succeed
i want to die young and leave behind a hip urban legacy
i want to make all new friends
i want to get the bends
i want to ascend too fast
i want to be remembered for the person i am not
i want to be remembered for my art
i will not

bite my tongue
i am the only one
standing around outside
watching the cars pass me by
Track Name: blue and black
so i'm sitting on the couch
eyes pressed up against the carpet
one hand in my lap
and the other's in
oh god i'm doing it again
so now you don't want to be my friend
it's complicated to say the least
and love is cool but i am weak
so now i am sick and tired of this game
i need to refrain
burn all of your photographs
and i'll take those hands out of my lap

words will tear their holes
well i'm clinging to skin particles
there's a party in my mouth
there's a revolution in my throat
starts with fire in the soul
you want more but i don't

now you look really sad
oh well i'm uncomfortable
and i am shaking at the thought of

i am sitting around
yeah i am on the ground
look i'm all alone
and i feel pretty stoned
so what do you want from me?
do you want relativity?
well i will spit and i will smack
and we will die of heart attacks

so now i am sitting around
two eyes on the ground
one hand in my lap
and my arms are blue and black

so now i am lying down
one foot on the ground
i feel so alone well that's because i am alone
Track Name: bumper sticker blues
i didn't text you vodka did
i ate glitter for breakfast today
and i died hard in the line at the gate
i do not want to know your name

i told her to fuck off for the seventh time today
because i think so highly of her
and when she came
she came strutting through the door
at the underwhelming party
i cried and i cried when she said to me

"you don't look familiar are you so sure we met?"
six or seven times ago in the last month i said
that i would cut my skin deeper for every drop she bled
i want to need to meet someone to sit inside my head
Track Name: dead dragonfly
dead dragonfly on the floor of the bus
i feel oddly intrigued by you
with your body stuck on the black mat
until somebody comes to clean
nobody ever cleans

and it is raining outside
and i am sulking around
staring at you
my blue hoodie is up
keeps my expression hidden and
it's hidden and

i am smoking again
soon i will be dead
i love someone
who loves somebody else
so i don't care about my health

and i can still hear her laugh
i can still watch her enjoy herself
as she goes for a ride
with another guy
to do some yoga and meditate

but i want to kiss her neck
i want to run my fingers down
the smooth soft skin of her back
i want to smile at her
i want to experience
love that isn't unrequited for once

and i am taking xanax
yes i am taking xanax
so i can lie down and not grind my teeth
and not shake when i think about her
kissing somebody else

dead dragonfly on the floor of the bus
i feel oddly connected with you
with your body stuck on the black mat
you got trapped and
i got trapped too
Track Name: when u feel alone
where is the place you go when u feel alone?
is it the back of the house?
bring your bong
bring your phone
have you decided what you want yet?

well maybe tomorrow at the beach
i will try to hold your hand or something

how do you feel when you look to the side?
away from my eyes
do you hear me singing from your window so high?
do you like my voice?
do you like my eyes?
do you hate my voice?
it seems like you don't like my eyes

pet the cat when i feel alone
grab my guitar
ignore my phone
or at least i try to
when you're around

typing songs
typing songs

typing songs into a plastic keyboard
spitting words miss the bottle hit the floor
smelling like i haven't showered
laughing like i lost my phone

typing songs into a plastic keyboard
spitting words hitting the floor
smelling like i haven't showered
laughing like i lost my home

typing words
Track Name: unprotected sex
i had unprotected sex with a girl from california
in the backseat of my car
in the parking lot of an old rehab facility
that she used to attend for sixty days

it was summer
i was sweaty
skin stuck to black leather seats
and the windows they were foggy
i wiped the come off her back with old receipts
with old receipts
with old receipts
with old receipts

it was summer
it was summer
it was summer
it was summer
and the rain beat down on the hood
and the rain beat down on the hood
and the rain beat down on the hood
and i choked her
Track Name: summer summer
hi pretty girl i like yr lipstick
hi pretty girl i'm feeling drunk
high on the apathy i have when i'm alone
tastes like blood
it tastes like love

pretty sweat in the dead of august
summer summer sticky fun
salty sweet and floral perfume
and carnations growing in the sun

i'm glancing at your hand
at your side
i am too shaky to care
i like your flowers
do you want to fuck?

hi pretty girl i am heart broke and lonely

to want to need this interaction
to catch a whiff of your unwashed hair
to want to need some intervention
to watch my body wash my hair
Track Name: gabrielle
shall i write another song about my longing?
well we are only together in my head
and what do i do?
i want to kiss you
i want to run my fingers through your hair

i fell in love with
the way you won't hold my hand
i just want to touch you
i hope you're feeling better about your thyroid gland
and i wrote you a letter
that you never read
and you ditched me after we fucked
but you're still rollerskating around my head